well... i guess it is time for an update... yeah, so what to update? not sure... not a whole lot has been going on lately, i kinda like this guy (like always) lol... but i have no idea if he likes me, because aparently i suck at figuring out if someone is flirting with me or if there just being nice (i have that problem towards people as well... like when im at work and im just being nice to everyone and then yucky middle aged guys think im hitting on them)... but yeah...
so hopefully its nothing like that... (cause it would be a bummer if i turned out to be a middle aged man...)
i dont know... but yeah... i guess ill go for now... lol
-let me know what u think....
A LIL BIT OF EDITING>>>>>
Ok so whats really going on?... im not sure... i think im just out of my mind yall, like if im ever going out with someone and it could actually last a long time... i brake it off as soon as it becomes evident... (im so not saying who im thinking of right now) lol... but i try to go out with guys who like... i know wont work out (you know, like there cute or something stupid... but not really bf material)... yeah... well im screwed up...
i kinda want to change... but seriously i think im extremely afraid of going out with someone too long and then having to brake up... because that sucks so much... im begining to wounder what sucks more though... | 
